H-A-P-P-Y

Sooo... :o) I normally get on here when I am frustrated, upset, lost, need direction, or am just plain sad. These emotions when present are passionate and strong, even though not very pleasant. I can endlessly write when I am in this space. It is when I am in a happy place that I don’t find as much importance in blogging.

I will occasionally go back and read through my posts to see where my life has been in relation to where it is going. If I leave out the really great things, then I will be leaving out a very important part. Along with the negatives in life, there are amazing positives at times which are equally important. So, I am about to throw some positives out here.

I am H-A-P-P-Y. :o) I love the space I am in at this moment, both physically and mentally. Smiles are easy and abundant. The future feels filled with so much possibility. I don’t feel any immense distance to any of the important people in my life... and in fact I feel closer to some of them than I ever have. There are goals for my future that I am slowly moving towards and it’s exciting (for example... going back to school in the spring is going to be major for me). I am soaking up the hugs and laughs. Life feels at peace. I was thrilled to wake up this morning and start my day. Like I said... happy... really really happy.

I am grateful for these moments and times in life when I can sit down and not have a list of things pulsing in the front of my brain that are bothering me. Life is far from perfect, but even with the imperfections things can feel amazing. It’s all a matter of how you handle the imperfections. :o)